I hate school so much that I don't want to finish it

2021.10.22 10:50 mesaparados I hate school so much that I don't want to finish it

Could you convince me to do it? I hate school to death, I am almost 21 years old, I must finish high school. I only have two subjects left, math and chemistry. With these data I know that you will think that I should mature and start studying to get my degree, but I have so much hatred that just thinking about looking for a teacher has already angered me until I feel sick. I had such a bad time that I no longer expect anything from anyone related to school. From kindergarten to high school it was a path of infinite suffering in which my difficulties were, are and I am 100% sure that they will be ignored and denied, because those bastards think they know better than I what I can and cannot do . What difficulties do I have? Damn, I wish I knew, I just know that something is not working in my brain, but NOBODY believes me or takes it seriously. It has me fucking fed up. It is difficult for me to add and subtract, there are things of logic that I simply do not understand or it takes me weeks to do it, I could never memorize the multiplication tables, the countries and their capitals, the streets of my city, I do not understand the maps, etc. etc. Only at 17 was I able to learn the days of the week well, and at 19 I was able to discover how damn clocks work and understand the time. it's so frustrating and maddening that I just don't want to face it. I know that when I go to a private teacher and after a month I continue to fail in the exercises, what they are going to tell me is crap, how: "you have to pay more attention" "try harder". Shit I'm already doing it, I give it my all, I put my full attention and I still don't get it. I literally can't try any harder, because my mind feels thick, I start to forget everything I learned 5 seconds ago and everything becomes confusing and overwhelming but no, it's hard for their shitty little brains to understand that I don't understand.
I don't know what's wrong with me or why, I just know that nobody believes me, that I'm alone in this.
speaking more calmly, I am not stupid, but something is preventing me from learning and understanding things. It was always like this, not only with things like math, I also have a hard time learning gymnastics exercises and things in general. I make small improvements, but it never got better enough to keep up with other people. I also feel bad about myself, because there are things that I see clear as glass, it is too great a contrast. (I couldn't add up to 1800+ 150 the other time, but I was able to learn to sing in just a couple of tries and on my own. It sounds almost fanciful, but to me it sucks, since singing isn't going to help me. qualification) I don't understand what's going on in my brain, but I need that fucking degree so I can go to college or get good paying jobs in the future. At the moment all I do in my life is go to therapy and fight for my independence, but getting the title is part of the things I have to do. Just thinking about having to go through so much frustration at not being taken seriously makes me very depressed. I start to think about how I could bribe someone corrupt in my high school to give me the degree and finish it all at once, but whoops! I could go to jail for that and obviously I don't want to.
I don't know what to do, I'm sad and tired.
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It's not a triangle unless all 3 people are in love lol
Tldr: friend suggested I talk to someone romantically, friend also suggested someone else who's in a rough spot talk to the same someone romantically. The someone in question is going on dates with both of us. Am I supposed to reject the person on the grounds it will almost definitely hurt my other friend or is that dismissive of the girl's ability to make her own choices?
I'm[28M] going to aim for succinct. So for context my friends Alli[28F] and Bob[27?M] (changed names of all people of course) were dating when we met and all became friends. Since then their relationship has ended and it hit Bob pretty hard, even lost his job.
Alli suggested I get to know a friend of hers named Ari[26F] and so I did. Reached out to her, hit it off, had a few dates and we get along amazingly well. Come to find out that Alli had also told Bob the same thing and that Bob and Ari are supposed to go on a date as well. In case it matters we were drinking when she suggested I talk to Ari and she said she didn't even remember it. Now Bob and I have been friends for a year and a half and he's a good guy who's feelings I care about. Ari and I have known each other a much shorter time but I (and taken at her word Ari as well) feel a really great connection that we've both agreed may or may not become something romantic down the line.
Since none of us knew at the time that we were all friends what am I supposed to do here? Talk to Bob and tell him that the girl and I are just hanging out but with chemistry (it is just hanging out to be clear, date-like but we aren't fooling around or anything) or should I tell her that I can't be friends with chemistry because my other friend is interested in her?
Her and I have spoken at length and come to the conclusion we aren't trying to date cause she's too recently our of a relationship and that we aren't trying to get a quick lay because it just isn't our scene but that we really like each other and think it could be something down the road.
I think really this is a relationship question about my relationship with Bob as a friend not about the potential romantic relationship.
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